Blog 16. Featuring Messed up Dreams.

That's right. The last few nights I have been having the strangest dreams, ever. : A couple days ago I had this dream where I was on the beach with a friend or someone, I don't remember who it was. We were having a picnic or something...and there was this cliff and all of a sudden my cat, Itty Bitty appears on the cliff. There is this massive bear in the water and Itty hisses and snarls and jumps off the cliff and into the water, after the bear. I was like "OH MY GOD" and so I jumped into the water to try and save Itty as he went to attack the bear. I don't know what happened from there. I woke up...but it was so odd.

Then, in the one I had not last night but the night before, I was in NYC. Tokio Hotel was there and so was my family. I was on this bus with TH and Tom&Bill were asleep in the back of the bus so I didn't disturb them (though I wanted too) and they were asleep with their heads together <333. So cute. Later on in the dream the Chinese Mafia got involved, some guys from like...Afganastan or someplace in the Middle East, and some building they wanted to take control of. There was huge fucking machine guns & everything. I was driving with my Uncle and all of a sudden we're forced out of the car and we get held captive. I somehow wind up in front of the mafia and shit :. The head Chinese dude grabs me and puts a gun at my head and leads me towards this building they're trying to take over. I don't know what happened from there, I woke up. But when I woke up the side of my head was killing me & everything. I was like "0_________0." I texted my friend Max, freaking out about the dream then went back to sleep.

THIS MORNINGGGG.
I had another dream involving like the Mafia and a bunch of huge ass guns. It was so confusingggggggggggggggggggg. T____T. I woke up like three times last night and every time I fell back asleep, the dream would continue. In the beginning I was with a bunch of my friends and there was this cute boy that I must have been involved with because he leans over to me and he's like "I missed you." And I freaked out and was all "I Miss you too" and kissed his cheek/neck or something. Then we're hanging out and shit and all of a sudden the mafia attacks again. The machine guns and other guns. I'm like freaking invinsible or something cause I wasn't shot ONCE and I was being shot at by like 25 men. I don't know where they were from but it was freaking scary. At one point the guy I was involved with was shooting at me and whatever and I was like "YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME DDD:" but after awhile he was back on my side again. Like I said, fucking crazy. So I'm running and trying to hide and all this. Its pitch black outside but these guns made really beautiful lights in the sky, like fireworks but prettier. The last thing I really remember was the cute boy, some woman and I think someone else helping me run through a parking lot and into this car with tinted windows. But the mafia dudes surrounded the car but for some reason I STILL didn't get shot. Or maybe I did, I don't know. All I know is that I woke up then.